a morning routine....

I wish I could start everyday like today. Okay... minus the {I've been up since 3am} part and just stick with the morning routine. 

I crawled out of bed at five and headed straight to my deck. It's a tad chilly but the cool breeze and fresh air feels so nice in the mornings. After my #SheReadsTruth devotional, I was able to lay out my yoga mat and just meditate for ten minutes. I haven't done this in months! 

It feels so good to be able to enjoy the peaceful serenity. I love a morning without the rush.

 Everyone is safe and cozy in their bed while I mentally prepare for the day. 

I ask for energy, time, and patience {PATIENCE} all while thanking God for how he has blessed my life. 

My plan is to get everything on my to-do list done before my little Lexi wakes up. 

Tuesdays are now HER days. 

I can't be SuPeRmOm everyday.....but I can for a full day at least once a week. 

This means my day might be filled with playing barbies...or maybe dress up. It doesn't matter what we do all that matters is that she has my full attention. 

My computer will be off for the day. 

My phone will be set aside. 

 Chores will be done.

 I've been spending so much time doing the daily tasks and also trying to get all in order for BlogHer'12, that she hasn't had my full attention for longer than an hour.  I'm always trying to keep her busy while I catch up on life and it isn't fair for her.

 Last week Lexi opened my eyes and asked me for ONE DAY. (how sad is this my child is asking me for ONE DAY) One day to do anything she wants to do for the whole day. Not only did this slap me in the face, but it made me realize  that being a good mom isn't only about making sure your child has what they need/require. Don't get me wrong, I don't ignore my child all day long. We make it to the park and we have our little moments when she needs my help or while we are eating our lunch. A teaching moment here and there, but I definitely don't spend all day long focused on her and I think she deserves at least one day like that. 

I'm not one of those mothers who can spend hours of floor time with their children EVERY DAY. I am and always have been a working mother. I might be working from home but I'm still working, wether it be on a house project, my blog, or trying to organize our family life, being a stay at home mom IS A JOB. 

It's hard to juggle everything but as I learn and grow... I'm figuring out how to do it. 

With a new baby coming it's going to be even more of a battle.

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